I feel like my life is over and I'm not worth anyone fighting for me?? HELP?

is a crime. You are not responsible for the actions of another. It is a horiffic crime that has horrible scars both physically and mentally. Find a trauma counsellor to talk to, stay away from people that laugh at this, you will need therapy and perhaps medication to ist. This is nothing to be embarred about. You are a victim of an evil crime. The s that did this to you should be the one hanging their head in shame. Peace & Good Light to you.