How many of you were terrified to give birth?

And did it turn out as bad as you thought it would be or worse? I used to get so excited as Tuesday rolled around because it meant I was another week further.. Now I'm wishing it would go backwards because I am now 31 weeks and freaking out! I'm terrified to give birth to my daughter but want her here so bad! I can't deal with pain very well and never have so I'm scared out of my mind. Not to mention I have an anxiety disorder where I freak over a twinge or ache. Thanks for your answers. And for fun what did you end up having boy or girl? How old? :) Thanks.